New Haircut

So I got a new haircut a little while ago. These aren't the nicest pictures of it, but I figured a few recent pictures would satiate everyones curiosity as to whether I'm still alive or not.
Don't worry...I am.

Goodbye My Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget these images
No...
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

~Artist A Fine Frenzy

Breathe Me

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

~Artist Sia

Mothers

Remember when you're kids would do this....

And then all the excuses through the years...


Also all those little things that just seemed perfect to you on your special day...though they were pure luck for us...

And then lastly it comes to this...

It hasn't yet happened yet for some, but Mother, I want you to know, that I hope you still feel like a MOM even though none of your children are near to care for.

I love you!!!

Have a Happy Mothers Day!!

Euphoria!! I've found it!

I woke up this morning, in such a great mood, as today is the day which we get to move into our new house, or else at least finish the paperwork for it.
But then, my happiness was smashed when I heard that there was no good news to be heard, how sad I felt, I broke down and cried, I took a long walk to our apartment afterwards just to get some fresh air and sunshine, to make myself feel better, and it did help.
I was praying the whole way, that things would miraculously work out for good, and when I got here there was still no news but I felt better.
About 10 minutes pass and Pablo comes home, with such wonderful news!!
WE GOT THE HOUSE!!!
YES!!!
I'm happy again.
'Euphoria came and went, and with it, it has left a path of sadness, as I was happy, and now I´m sad once again.'
I wrote that this morning, but now I feel euphoria once again!!!

the post with pictures

as promised

no pictures yet this time

I had a wonderful time last night, just taking pictures of this mini fashion walk.
I believe the 'official' photographer didn't really know what to do when I and my friend were around shooting pictures, he gave us dirty looks at first and kept glancing over to get an idea of what we were doing with our dlsr's, but warmed up after a bit and started smiling back whenever I'd smile over at him, and even started dancing around to the music they had on, fun fun.
Made some new friends with a foreign student and a Ukrainian girl, very nice people, and it was fun to have new faces around to talk to.
I haven't uploaded any pictures yet, as usual, but this time I really promise that I will post some on this blog, I know I haven't kept any of my other promises, but I'll try, I really will.
We went to a restaurant afterwards, and enjoyed a nice cold beer and some fries, went there with our new friend Fabio, the name totally didn't suit him at all, and he looked like the mac guy from the Mac commercials, awesome time talking to him, perhaps will hang out in the future.
We're packing all our stuff today, and will be moving to our new house, so I probably won't be able to post the pictures anytime soon, as we probably won't have internet for a while, but I still will try, perhaps go to an internet cafe or something.
Well, it was nice of you to stop by, please do so again in the future for an update with actual pictures...I promise, it will only be pictures, no comments or anything.

New Art

I have two pieces of artwork that I finished. Both of which I've been working on for quite a while. Well...one of them I had been working on for quite a while, the other, I did a rough sketch and never went back to it until yesterday.
Anyhow, here they are for your viewing pleasure

Free Yourself
Free yourself from the ties of the world
Desire to embrace the wind
Let go of all that you've known
To gain that eternal peace within
Repression
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Self Portrait